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11月30日

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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
11月9日

不知道咋回事

今天看了一个朋友的BLOG,他说觉得自己越来越苯,协调能力越来越差,人越来越木讷,真说到我心里去了.
我特有同感.
我觉得我最聪明的时候就是10岁以下,后来越上学就越觉得自己苯.
我好象不能太听老师的话,就象我高三那年被英语老师逼着学语法的时候一样,我越努力就成绩越差,结果是150
分的卷子我楞是在一番努力之后考了个90多分,刚及格.
现在好象又开始重复那个时候的感觉了,心灵都受打击了.
咋回事啊?
 
11月4日

静默的浮华 ZZ

静默的浮华

有时沉默,是因为想的太少或是太多。从左到右,十五分钟,三首歌。很多种走法,每天无声的计算,说服自己或是别人的期望。
 
一个人的宇宙,听不到外界的声音,近在咫尺的人群,不能触碰。匆匆又匆匆。迎面而来或是擦肩而过,都不过殊途同归。其实沉默又怎么样呢,每个人都是孤独的,边缘的,无从诉说。
 
去理解或试探是多么费力不讨好,仿佛在一个圆的轨迹上奔跑,回到原点,再一次开始。即使是同一种语言的交流,也不能沟通。那么就沉默吧,最初始的时刻。
 
窗外云卷云舒,一样的船,一样的航线,每天每天不停歇。只是所有人都老了,在喝水,吃饭,行走的瞬间。终是学不会保护自己,伸出触角,触礁。在周而复始的过程中老去。
 
太浮华,只想安静的看书。